Rewards.

Sometimes you wonder why it is you put so much time into something when it is not in the very least of ways rewarding. And then you realize its not because of or for the rewards that you put so much into them. Its because you just like putting so much time into it.

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And then when enough time passes, you get to realize putting so much time into that something is the reward itself. There aren't a lot of things that us, as humans, would constantly put so much time into. Unless it really means something to us, we just wouldn't spend time on things, most of us. Sometimes though, as satisfying as it is, whatever we do, it just doesn't help us in any way monetarily. And that's when we hit a big fork. Because on one hand, we have absolute satiation and liberation and on the other, we have our needs that just need to be met and there's really no compromises on that. I know that we can always find some middle ground where we can find something to do whilst still not giving up on what we love but is that really the kind of solution that we'd want to go after? That's again something to think about because some part inside of us just believes with credible reason that if we push through  we just might hit the jackpot, a scenario where there's no giving up of dreams is involved. I mean, if that's not ideal, what is?

There are always more options available than we think and sometimes its hard to look at them. But its harder not to look at them because we'd much rather give something a go and fail than not give it a go at all. Just a thought to think about.

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