Am I Scared?

Sometimes, I get told I am too scared to live my life. And I try my very best to think of reasons to contradict them, and I do find reasons to contradict them to a small extent but I also find myself being in the predicament of accepting that there is some truth to what they have to say.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

The reality is in fact that I am sometimes confined by myself. Not necessarily because I am scared or because I don't want to live my life my way but just because I can't always help myself  out instantaneously. Its never easy to change my ways, even if I so very badly want to change them, because I am used to being a certain way, and now, shifting my paradigm of operation completely, as tempting as it sounds, is just not easy for me, no matter how illogical it sounds to anyone else. Taking things slowly has always been my way and that applies to me even when I need to change who I am. It only happens when I truly want it to happen and when I truly want it to happen, it happens slowly. Surely, but very slowly. So slowly that for the people who think they know me, it would seem like it just isn't happening. Either way though, I don't really mind about what or how you feel about me, because, with all due respect, you just don't me enough to make statements about me. At the very least, you don't know me as well as I know myself and that is a sufficient enough reason for me to take things and always do them my way.

Lots of love, peace.