Valuing Myself.

Its hard, to bring about the changes I want to bring about in myself. Its almost confusing, because those changes that I am looking to bring about in me feel completely unlike me. 

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

And the transition is what is really funny (no, its not). I feel like I am cheating on the person I used to be. A part of me keeps pinging and reminding me that its just not like me to do something like that. And then there is this other part of me that feels absolutely overjoyed. Because not only did I do something I don't usually do, I did it with intention and I did it because I wanted to do it, without anyone else's influence. And it is that part of me that makes me want to do more of those things and fewer of those things that just don't take me anywhere absolutely. Little things like not allowing anyone around me, literally nobody, to take me for granted. I mean, sure, they can. But I just won't be sticking around with them any longer. It feels strange, especially for someone like me who is just used to being someone who just isn't valued enough. Don't get me wrong, I still am not going to run after people or even demand them to value me and the person that I am. I just am going to value myself that much higher because it always starts with me.

Love, peace.