It is Okay.
I spend half of my time wondering if I'm worth something and then move on to spending time on looking for reasons to stay and be positive. And I admit, I'm having a really hard time doing so. Because fundamentally, I just don't belong anywhere.
Hello there, I'm the Earthian.
I never did. I probably won't too, ever. But what keeps me going is the fact that it is still okay. It is okay to have to spend time on ourselves. It is okay to not belong anywhere. It is okay to get frustrated too. It is really okay to fall down, get hurt and only have ourselves to depend on. It is okay to be the person who just can't trust anyone.
I know and I understand why everyone prefers to be in a social circle. I know why it feels like we should be in a social circle too, because it feels nicer, basically. But sadly, I also know that my circle needs to wait a while for I'm still seeking it's origin. I'm still wondering what the radius of such a circle would be. Who knows, that circle may very well be a dot too, starting and ending just with me. I'm sure, even then it's okay. Why is it okay? I don't have an answer for that. It just is. Believe that. Live by that. And maybe one day, you'll really find someone, or if you're really lucky find your circle to complete your story.
I know and I understand why everyone prefers to be in a social circle. I know why it feels like we should be in a social circle too, because it feels nicer, basically. But sadly, I also know that my circle needs to wait a while for I'm still seeking it's origin. I'm still wondering what the radius of such a circle would be. Who knows, that circle may very well be a dot too, starting and ending just with me. I'm sure, even then it's okay. Why is it okay? I don't have an answer for that. It just is. Believe that. Live by that. And maybe one day, you'll really find someone, or if you're really lucky find your circle to complete your story.
Lots of love, peace.
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