Keeping Emotions on Track.

Ever get so frustrated with your life that you want to punch the hardest wall in your room, just to relieve some of that frustration? Well, that's me, most of these days. I'm not by any means proud of it but it is the truth, nevertheless. I wish it weren't the truth too, but not all of our wishes come true, unfortunately or fortunately.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

People assume so much. Without even thinking things through, they assume so much and it starts getting painful. While ignoring all of them is effective to a semi large extent, it still hurts. It hurts not because I'm weak, which I never will be, but because I'm not someone that is made of steel and has wired circuits inside of me. I'm flesh and blood and unfortunately that does make me susceptible to various feelings. I get burnt and I burn when I'm set on fire, I crumble when someone deliberately plots against me. And just like everyone else I fall down too, only on my case, the road I'm on isn't even the road I want to be in. So when I do fall, instead of getting back up like everyone else, I get lost. And it takes quite some time for me to get back on track.

Sometimes, the hardest thing to do is to sustain. Keeping count of how long you need to barely sustain all the damage may not help in healing you but as the clock ticks down, there will be some motivation for you to at least keep your emotions on track. Sustain. There is a light at the end of every cave. The light will always be worth it.

Lots of love, peace.