I wonder...

Subtle instances and terrorizing thoughts make a great recipe for sleepless nights. And no matter how strong you think you are, there is always a weak point that will be targeted by people around you and that will be the point that will be taken advantage of. Chances are, you will get obliterated.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

I wonder if I'll ever wake up to someone telling me that I'm finally at liberty. I wonder if I'll ever wake up to a day, a day when I'm naturally positive, smiley and radiant instead of having to thrust a smile on my weak face. I wonder if I'll ever be able to scream out loud and get rid of all the pain that I carry. I wonder if I'll even have the strength to actually trust someone for it seems to be the hardest thing for me to do in my life, trusting someone. I wonder if I can ever live my life on my own terms without ever having to worry about social consequences and religious bullies who commit a lot more of crimes than propagate the actual love that every religion professes. I wonder if I ever will effortlessly fall asleep and look forward to the day I wake up to.

I wonder a lot more of these things but that is all I am able to do as of this point, just wonder. Sure, it is very easy to assume about someone's life from afar, but unless you are that someone you never know what story that someone carries inside that hardback book that he is.

Lots of love, peace.