Believe.

Sometimes, I am this really sad person. I get the biggest waves of sadness every now and then and I struggle to explain it. Don't misunderstand, I know why I get sad, I just have a hard time explaining it to people. I try so hard to reach out to someone, anyone, to just pour my heart out but because I, almost always, fail.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

And, that's my problem. I don't trust people so easily. Because something always tells me trusting people would be a bad, bad decision. Especially because most of the people I've trusted have had a tendency to leave me high and dry. It's always been like doing the same experiment over and over again and expecting different results. My results, while not always the same, were extremely unique. Each person I've trusted has had a unique way of letting me know that I'm in the bin in their books. And I realized, because of being thrown in the bin too often, that I will always in the bin. 
That's where I was wrong. I had developed a habit of selling myself badly. I had developed a habit of allowing people to treat me the way they wanted to. I thought it was okay to get treated the way I got treated. You see, if you allow people to treat you badly, that is exactly what people will do. They will pick you up by your weakest point and they will toss you into the bin, making you feel bad about yourself.
It's when I found out that I was not desperate for friends, that I was more than fine just by myself, I realized who my actual friends are. My point is, as corny and cliché as it sounds when I tell you that people treat you exactly the way you let them, it is true. And that can only happen if you believe that you deserve the best.

Lots of love, peace.