The Grind.

Even though I had a better start to the day today, I ended up finishing it pretty badly. And it was on me, I wasted my time, I failed to take the initiative, I chose to just lay back and relax when I am already very, very relaxed. I barely did anything and before I could get started, well, the day ended and here I am writing about how I am such a disappointment to myself, to mostly just everyone I come in touch with. I know I can do better and it's only a matter of when and not if before I start turning the heat up and ploughing like there is no tomorrow but somewhere along the way, I have lost all the fire, I have lost all the motivation, and all the desire to push myself to the limits I used to push myself to. Some days just vanish right in front of my own eyes and I only have apologies to make. But this is not how I want my story to end. So back to the grind, tomorrow.

Love, peace.

An Earthian.