Motivation.

I tried applying the same formula that I used yesterday to be productive today as well, and the results were, well, not as expected. For one, I was able to manage my schedule and create time for myself. But this is all I did. I did not have the motivation to do anything else today. I did absolutely nothing today, but play a few games and watch a few videos. Not that I am ashamed of myself or anything of that sort, just a little sad that some days are great and others are not so great. Motivation should be internal, it shouldn't require the day to be perfect, it shouldn't need me to find ways to keep at my work. It should be in me, all the time and sometimes I wonder why I lose it every so often. I know I care about the work I do, it really is very important to me that I focus. But my mind just doesn't work with me at times and it gets really tiring to fight against it. So I just let it have its way and this post is what happens at the end of the day. Anyway, onwards and upwards. Tomorrow can only be better, on the bright side. 

Love, peace.