Amends.

I make a lot of blunders in life and it's about time I fix them. I made one the entire week and it has gobbled up all of my time. I have no way to fix or make up for the lost time but I can make sure I don't repeat it tomorrow. So that's what I am going to do. My life is in my hands and I am not going to blame anyone for what's going on. It is up to me entirely to take responsibility and make myself accountable for what I've been doing and what I've been doing is not very smart. I am neither proud nor happy with anything I did this week and it has to change, not because what I've done is wrong but because I am not even happy. I would only truly be happy if I put in my share of effort and I've come to understand that taking the easy way out is never going to satiate me. I make amends starting tomorrow, literally, as it is almost midnight here. 

Love, peace.

An Earthian.