Positivity.

The problem with having a brain like the one I have is that it takes you to dark places sometimes. It takes you to places where positivity is sparse and thoughts are oscillating between extreme negativity and hopeless positivity. You end up being confused for a longer period than you are sure about your life, at times, and all of that is just draining. You don't need that sort of negativity in your life. You need vibrance, confidence and supreme dedication to your craft. You need a lot of skill and a lot more of will. You can't be fragile, you can't let yourself get out of control. Your mind needs to be under your care and control, it cannot roam about on its own, confusing the living life out of you every few minutes. 

Fix your posture, drink some water and be confident in whatever you do. Do not succumb to negativity as it's going to be huge uphill battle from then on.

Love, peace.

An Earthian.