A Younger Me.

I used to be a lot more composed and in my zone, as a kid. I had total control over my mind and my body and I used to be able to visualise my success. It wasn't really difficult, the recipe. It was simple, planning my steps and executing them. Don't get me wrong, I can still do all of that, but I think I lost a lot of my motivation in life. I remember wanting to be the best, the very best, at everything I had a passion for. And I also remember being the very best at those things, albeit I wasn't really in any formal competition with anyone. Being fearless was also one of those attributes, being calculative, being prepared for everything was also huge parts of the person I used to be. I also was very wary and aware, yet I didn't have any opinions on what people thought about me. All of that has changed. And I wish they hadn't. It's a long a journey back, but I think I'll get there. Slowly, steadily, one day at a time, back to my childhood.

Love, peace.