My Zone.

Sometimes my life feels like a movie. Like, I don't even feel like I am living it. Its like I am watching myself from the corner of a theatre and watching the things that are happening around me, to me.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

I get this sensation every time I watch something that I find relatable, listen to songs that I relate to and look at people who do what they want to do for a living. Sometimes, I feel happy when I get this sensation. Sometimes, its just all tears that struggle to leak out of the corner of the eyes. Sometimes, most times, its all just blank. The emotions in me dry up. I end up being just a figment of my own imagination. It takes me a little while to escape that zone of embrittled emotional state. I sometimes even find myself liking that state of mind. Its okay to take a step back from time to time, I guess. Its so much easier on me, personally, to not take everything to the heart and suffer. It allows me to imagine all the ways I can actually enjoy my life and be happy for a change. And that is inspiring to me. I know, it is a little strange, but I take any positivity that I find coming my way. That's just the way it is.

Love, peace.