Colourful Chaos.

Sometimes its hard for me to analyze my mood. Am I angry? Am I disappointed? Am I sad? Am I frustrated? Am I feeling a little bit of everything? Am I just complaining too much?

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

And you know what, it doesn't usually bother me that I've this mixture going on in my mind. Until someone tells me that its not okay to be that way, that its not the right way to live life, that its always necessary to know what you're up to and how you're feeling to the highest extents. They tell me life by itself is as uncertain as it can get and therefore its important that I don't contribute to it by any means whatsoever. But they don't understand that I have a colourful and chaotic party going on in my head. They don't realize that they're talking to a stubborn lad who just won't take their answer for an answer when it comes to his own life. They don't understand that he likes to be left alone. They ask him for his own honest answers and approach him with a skewed sense of reality and try to steer him in the "right" direction, whatever that means.

I'm fine though, don't worry.

Love, peace.