Heart.

I so often get reminded of all the bad things that I've done in my past. No matter how sorry I feel about it all, no matter how badly it hurts, no matter how tiring it gets, I just keep getting reminded of all the misery I've caused in someone else's life, that they probably didn't deserve at all.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

The cowardice that I portrayed, the way I behaved and just about all the cruel things that I did to get to this very moment, this moment where I'm writing these words as these thoughts are pouring out of my head is just too much to handle sometimes. However, as much as it troubles me to think that I were that bad, I am slowly learning to forgive. Us, humans, are far from being naturally empathetic. Whilst I don't agree with certain actions that people take and get hurt by them consequentially, I get reminded of those actions that I took that hurt people deeply and its striking me that sometimes people do things not to hurt people but to end up not hurting themselves. It has nothing to do with their intentions. People aren't necessarily villainous. They just are protecting that little thing that beats inside of their chests. Its a scary thing to get that hurt. And its only logical that people want to protect it. And protect it hard.

Love, peace.