Crazy.

You know what, its okay. If not righr now, it will be okay. I know its not what either one of us wanted to do when we set out on our venture at the very beginning, but it is what it is. Can't really complain too much about it, can I?

I remember everything, as much as you do. I remember how positive things were at the beginnings, how exciting things were and if I may add, how peaceful things were. We had a lot of natural mutual respect for eachother and we perhaps still have it even today, but I suspect at this moment we'd both rather not respect eachother. We'd much rather be indifferent, wouldn't we? We'd much rather not feel anything about or towards feel eachother because this something that we feel just stirs up our sense of reality and makes us want to repeat all of what brought us to this point. And repeating things just is too draining if not anything else. This is fine though, what we have going on, between you and me, right now, at this very moment. This is fine, this is beautiful. This is perfect. Nothing too crazy, nothing not so crazy. Crazy enough, just enough.