Hopeful.

The biggest lie that I tell myself almost every single day of my life is that everything will become alright, everything will turn out better, every tangle will get straightened out and that everything will be just... Okay.

Hey there, thanks for dropping by. I call myself the Earthian. Feel free to go through the rest of my story.

Why do I tell myself that? Because that's what I need. That's what I need to push myself, carry myself onwards. Because that's what gives me hope.
When life becomes a huge question mark, anything that gives hope to our desperate voices is something that we pursue. We pursue not because there is an answer but because there is hope. Hope that things will change and change for the better.
And sometimes that small hope we do have gets shattered and then there is a huge wave of gloomy silence. And then we get another ray of hope. We go through the same cycle over and over again, expecting, hoping, for better results. Almost all the time, in vain.

But let me tell you, that hope is all that's good with us. It's filled with positivity. It's what we need, hope. Even if you think you should lose it and become the average person that you never wanted to be in the first place.

Lots of love, peace.