Distancing

There are people who say that they don't care about what other people think of them, what other people's opinions are about them. But they always do, for some reason, which is very understandable.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

And then there are people like me. People who literally do not care about what the world thinks of who I am, my style, and just the way I do things.
And the road to becoming what I am today wasn't easy. It was filled with doubts, hypocrisies, second thoughts, shame and most of all, falling down at almost every step that I took forward.

You see, you become vulnerable when you feel singled out. And your vulnerability makes you feel weak and hence you always try and make yourself look strong. You go to extents that aren't necessary, to say the least, to just prove a point to your own self.
Ask yourself if whatever you are doing with your life is what you want to do or what you think you want to do. Because most of the time, it's the second option. And question your choices, question them about why you're doing them, if you think you are actually made to think that you want to do whatever you are doing. And if your answer to the question is "convincing influence", I have one word for you. Distance. Think about it.

Lots of love, peace.