Honest truth.

If there is a lesson that my life keeps teaching me, it's that I'm alone and I almost always will be. It's just that I need to come to peace with it. To think about it, I think I have.

Hello all, the Earthian here.

I mean sure, I have friends, but not anyone I can honestly say that care about my side of the story. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming anyone or anybody. I'm just saying that there is some quality within me that always makes me repel from people. About seventy five percent of the people that I've met in my life either don't know me or/and have forgotten me. Are they all wrong or bad? Absolutely not! I see them mingling with the rest of the world with no issues at all! The lesson that I learnt is that, I have a little tendency of being alone, I guess. I accept that I'm stubborn, I agree to the fact that I can't take everything that's thrown at me. I acknowledge the fact that I sometimes may be a weirdo or a hot head or to put it plainly "a pain in the wrong place".

But at the end of the day, I am who I am. I've been like this the whole of my life, even when I was putting up an act that supposedly should have made me cool.
There are people who I genuinely have a good time with, but I can't say if the person at the other end can say the same. I guess thats the part of the story I would never find the answer to.

Having said all this, am I really so reluctant that I'd never let anyone near my shell of protection and safety? Well, that's a no. I'm always hoping for the best!

I hope you all have a great time. Lots of love, peace.