Healing.

 Certain decisions are very hard to make. It could become even harder to undo the repercussions of those decisions for they can turn into lifelong liabilities. But make no mistakes, if you end up making one of those mistake, you have got to get out of it. You can't let it slide, you have to make amends to fix it. That's the only way and it is even a good thing that that is the only way. You shan't repeat it. You won't repeat it. Even you cannot be that gullible. 

Hello there, I am 'the Earthian'.

We are all human beings and we have all made those mistakes in life. Don't hide away from them, don't try and pretend it never happened. Take them on your chin and move on with your life. The way of the warrior is that you live by your sword and you die by your sword. And that's the best way for you to learn and grow, to live through those situations of life. A lot of us struggle with things we never even would ever consider sharing with other people. Because they are so frowned upon by the society, they are looked at with so much negative stigma, they are used to judge you as a person heavily and it makes you want to creep back into your shell, trying to establish a conversation about these topics with someone. But it's okay, for you will grow into a better person once you find the bravery that is in you to talk about these things openly and admit and accept your limitations as a human being. Always remember that it takes great bravery to come out and be vulnerable, so don't feel bad. Allow yourself to heal, allow your soul to get stronger, you deserve that much, at the very least. 

Love, peace.