Take Charge.
Unless there is that fire entrenched deep inside of me, I find myself naturally disinterested in most things. And when I am disinterested, the motivation inside of me to actually make something slowly starts trickling and when I get unmotivated, the chances of me being careful about my life even in the slightest possible ways is slim to none. Mostly, none.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
Somewhere deep inside of my hearts I am convinced that I can do well in my life for my own standards. And this is totally okay, maybe even good. But the fact that I take this for granted and not do anything about it because I subliminally believe I'll somehow be able to manage is when it gets really tricky. Its where I draw the line between being confident and arrogant and its where I tend to differentiate character with laziness. Whilst it is important for me to have that belief no matter what, it is also important for me to take charge of my own actions and be accountable to my own self because no matter how hard I try, I just can't lie to myself. I'll catch myself in the act every single time and I don't honestly want to be my own biggest disappointment. The thought that I can very well be my own disappointment is scary in its own right and moving away from it is of paramount importance for me. And I need to take charge of my life, both consciously and subconsciously for I am the only one who can do it, if anyone can.
Love, peace.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
Somewhere deep inside of my hearts I am convinced that I can do well in my life for my own standards. And this is totally okay, maybe even good. But the fact that I take this for granted and not do anything about it because I subliminally believe I'll somehow be able to manage is when it gets really tricky. Its where I draw the line between being confident and arrogant and its where I tend to differentiate character with laziness. Whilst it is important for me to have that belief no matter what, it is also important for me to take charge of my own actions and be accountable to my own self because no matter how hard I try, I just can't lie to myself. I'll catch myself in the act every single time and I don't honestly want to be my own biggest disappointment. The thought that I can very well be my own disappointment is scary in its own right and moving away from it is of paramount importance for me. And I need to take charge of my life, both consciously and subconsciously for I am the only one who can do it, if anyone can.
Love, peace.
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