Its Time.

I'm laying it down today, right now. There are certain things that I've decided I will no longer do because I just feel I should be over them by now. It has been a long time coming and today, I think, is the day I'm deciding to seal every door tight and seal them so tightly that even if everything I care about depends on it for its well being, I wouldn't go for it without thinking it through and without reading back this very article.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

It can only take so much before it goes out of control and blows up into something that it becomes next to impossible to come back from. I have been going back and forth with it for so long now that I don't know how I'm going to do it. Only, I know I want to do it. And I am indeed going to do everything in my hands to get out of it and get out of it once and for all. This is not about being moral or being a better human, this is about doing something that I have always wanted to but always been unable to. What is it? Well, that's for me and me only. Why am I writing this then? Well, partly to exercise my own right to speak my mind, partly to make this my own motivation, and most importantly, partly to provide motivation to anyone else who just wants to do something they have always wanted to but also have always refrained from doing it. It is complicated and it is hard, but just remember, tomorrow isn't going to make it any easier. 

Lots of love, peace.