Prayers.

I get blown away by how big the world is and how petty and dare I say, insignificant I am. Sometimes this very fact makes me angry, sometimes it makes me sad, other times it just makes me seriously think about myself, a contemplation of sorts. And then I'd feel totally blank. But then again, the activities that I "need" to do take over my life and I'd get lost in that. I would feel blank again, in a very different way this time though.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian

I guess I've come to terms with life in the aspect that there is not a whole lot that I can change about this world. There in fact isn't a whole lot I can even do about things. I can, however, change myself. That's the only thing I can ever change if ever I decided to change something. There are certain things that cripple me as a person when I think about them. The sadness I feel is overwhelming enough to make me not want to do anything at all at times. The world isn't obviously a fair place and I've entrenched that thought deep inside of me but still, it gets me on my nerves every time I see it being obviously evident. And I don't know what to react with or how to feel. I want to burst out, but I suspect I've lost the ability to do that. I'm resorting to prayers and hope now. 

Love, peace.