My Choices.

You know what hurts a lot? When you know you're being judged by those people who matter a lot to you. Those people who you count on to not let you down, let you down, by claiming that you've let them down by not corroborating with their stories about you to someone else.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

My intention is not to be of no help to people, trust me. But sometimes, when my personal time and space is being used up, when I'm put in a box and when I'm expected to perdorm for someone who just has no passion for the process but just the outcome of my effort, I get frustrated. For one, I'm grateful that you think I can be of some help to you, and maybe I truly can be of some help, but when I feel like you don't respect me enough, when I feel like you're taking what I do for granted, I am going to let you know that you're crossing a line. I have been living in my own head for so long now that its hard for me to not take what I truly love seriously. When I say seriously, I mean the passion and the effort I'm going to put in. You can't call it an easy job if you're not the one who's going to be doing it. Its as simple as that. Even if you're trying to sell me at a high price, you can't do it unless I'm okay with it. Not because I am too special or good, I maybe neither, but because I am the way I am. Am I perfect? Do I want you to like me? Absolutely not, you're more than welcome to hate me. But do respect me and my choices in life.

Love, peace.