Random Thoughts.

Sometimes I end up missing those people I never intended to miss in the first place. People I meet randomly on very random occasions with absolutely no expectations of meeting them. And the part of me that misses them has no apparent reason for missing them. It just does.

Hey there, I'm the Earthian.

And being a guy who is so convicted that I wouldn't ever miss someone and actually missing people is such a controversial situation. And I end up being someone I'm not used to being and that's just not something I'm used to. I mean, nobody is, but you know what I mean, don't you. Do I tell them? No, absolutely not. I mean, they don't need to know. Do they feel that way too? No, yes, it doesn't matter, does it? It doesn't matter because I probably am not going to be meeting them for a long, long time and so, everything bitter sweet turns frozen. And who knows, the next time I meet them, I might not feel that way about them anymore. That feeling of missing them might just disappear. And you know, its all fine. I mean, I don't really know if it is, but I'm just going to have to believe in it. Its not like I've got too many options out here with me. And the best or worst part of it, whichever way you want to take it, is that I miss them right when I'm with them. Because the thought that I'm no longer going to be spending time with them and that I'm going to not see them for a very long time after that meeting is just very dreadful. Sure it makes the time I do spend with them that much more valuable and sincere, but it is nevertheless dreadful.

Just a couple of thoughts I'm throwing out there.

Love, peace.