Motivation.
Sometimes, I get filled with so much motivation out of completely nowhere and I end up not knowing where or even how to apply all of that. I get all excited and riled up. And then when I end up not using all of that in any way whatsoever, a sense of guilt like no other fills up every inch of my body and maybe even more.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
And the part of me that feels guilty is that part I don't know how to answer to. Sometimes, it doesn't even question me, but I feel like I owe it an explanation. Because its that part of me that keeps reminding me that those moments don't last forever and that they've been not occurring as often as I would like them to which only makes those moments all the more precious. And not making something out of those moments makes me wonder if I even deserve those moments. Because they rise from out of nowhere and they get subdued too, but that happens consciously. It happens right in front of my eyes and it happens because I let it happen. And I starting to find myself not being able to digest it. Just a thought I wanted to put out here.
Love, peace.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
And the part of me that feels guilty is that part I don't know how to answer to. Sometimes, it doesn't even question me, but I feel like I owe it an explanation. Because its that part of me that keeps reminding me that those moments don't last forever and that they've been not occurring as often as I would like them to which only makes those moments all the more precious. And not making something out of those moments makes me wonder if I even deserve those moments. Because they rise from out of nowhere and they get subdued too, but that happens consciously. It happens right in front of my eyes and it happens because I let it happen. And I starting to find myself not being able to digest it. Just a thought I wanted to put out here.
Love, peace.
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