Voids.

You know how sometimes, even though you're hungry you find it really hard to even have a bite of food because you're so out of energy that you no longer can even eat? Well, sometimes, that's how I feel with my mind too.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

The emptiness in my mind and brain makes me feel so full and no matter how much I crave for something to fill that void up, no matter how much I want, how much I need something to fill up this void that just persistently exists, I just can't take it. And then there are times when I am full but I am not able to stop taking. This mind, its truly spectacular. I wish I can just spectate and just stay out of it, which is ironic. Because whilst I do think its hilarious and entertaining at the very same time, I want no part of it. Because being a part of it is nothing more than painful sometimes. And I know maybe its a little selfish of me to enjoy those things I don't want to experience myself. And maybe that's okay too. Just a couple of things I wanted to get off of my chest.

Love, peace.