Knowing!

I'm someone who is very vocal about the things I don't want to do. And what that means is that if you're going to make me do something I'm really not interested in doing, just because you can make me do that, I'm going to make sure you hear my end of it. I know, it sounds spiteful, in a very vague sense, but it is what it is.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

Sometimes, I know ahead of time what I do and don't like. Sometimes, I take time to figure it out. But I make sure I understand if I do indeed like them or not because that's what matters to me at the end of the day. If I don't feel the gush of blood through my veins when I'm going at something, I just don't get motivated by it to any extent. Not even the tiniest of extents.
Anyway, what this does is bring in arguments. Every single time I get vocal about those things I don't like or enjoy doing, there arises a question of what it is that I do indeed like and enjoy doing. And, I'm not going to lie, I don't always have an answer to that. And people think catching me this way is like "check-mating" me but the reality of it is that it doesn't bother me too much, the fact that I don't yet know what it is that I actually do want doesn't actually bother me as much as the fact that you're taking advantage of me for not knowing what I want. The thought of being right is so entrenched in some people's DNA that they forget people are okay just the way they are and that there is no need for anyone's approval for them living their life their way. Just something to ponder about.

Love, peace.