Heart.

 It is not all to be controlled. Sometimes, no decision is good and you have to live with that. You have to understand that life is not reasonable at times,  but not at all because it is against you. That's how life ends up being, going left, going right, going straight ahead, or just taking any direction in life can be bad. We'll have to get through that. And we will get through that. Give yourself the time and the space that you think may be necessary for you to heal from whatever you need healing from. You deserve full healing, and if you think mourning for just that extra bit longer will make you feel better, do that too. Do whatever it takes for you to get over whatever you believe you need to get over from. Of all the things that are hard to mend, your heart is probably the hardest to mend. Take good care of it.

Love, peace.
An Earthian.