Drained.

Talking exhausts me is what I've learned about myself. I don't understand how some manage to do it. I've been talking almost non stop today and I just couldn't wait to be just on my own doing nothing. Seriously, it takes away so much of my mental space and it completely drains every bit of energy I have stored in my body. I have always know this but I've been experiencing this more often than not of late. There's something about people wanting help all the time and them being somewhat close to me that I feel obliged to help them too, that tires me out. I am certain people can do things by themselves, if they wanted to, if they stepped themselves up to the plate but they want things handed to them in one. I am all for helping them but doing it at the cost of my own mental peace is absolutely, positively not worth it.  But that's how life goes, sometimes. I'll be here with something better tomorrow.

Love, peace.

An Earthian.