Wait?

I often find myself in predicaments where the person I'd like to be interferes with the person I am. I don't know about you and what your aspirations are, but the person I would like to be and I hope I'm getting there slowly, is happy. Amongst all things, he's happy. And only for the sheer fact that he's alive and has this opportunity commonly referred to as life.

Hello there, I'm 'the Earthian'.

And I try this remember this and remind myself time and again that the mistakes I make voluntarily are not mistakes he would make and that makes for a good consequential excuse that I'm not there yet. And when you do that, when you do that enough times, you get stuck in the cracks because you'd never become that person. That person you'd like to be will always only be that, the person you'd like to be and nothing more. You will have glimpses of him your life that you will fail to capitalize on make him last longer for almost immediately you'll be distracted by the person you are today. It's simple, really, to be a certain way, but it takes constant awareness, constant total awareness. You make things happen, the quality of your life will improve, drastically, dramatically. You wait and you'll only keep waiting. 

Love, peace.