Stuttering me!

I was very highly motivated today, for about twenty minutes. I really wanted to get things done and I did. I cleaned my entire house in less than half an hour. But then, a very strange thing happened, I got really bummed. Not because I got physically drained or anything, but I was so out emotionally and mentally. 

Hello there, I'm 'the Earthian'.

I was so out that I couldn't even think straight for the next few hours. I am not sure I'm thinking straight, even as I'm penning this for I suspect I still am a little too bummed out for my own liking. What bummed me out is a story for another evening, today we'll focus on how I, and I presume some of you lot have experienced this too, being super high and almost immediately after that, running super dry. How could I let it happen? How could I get so much negativity get to me in such a short duration. My mind kept shifting from positive thoughts to negative thoughts, back to positive thoughts, and then again to negative thoughts and before I knew it, I got drained. And all I could do then was try find ways to get composed again. Have I done it? Perhaps not, or not yet, for I know every word that I'm dropping here is getting me a bit more clarity. I'm thankful I can write, I really am, what would I be without it?!

Love, peace.