Silly Me.

Certain things in life, no matter how right they feel, just are going to happen and that's just a shame. There's absolutely nothing that we can do about it other than hope and pray that it happens. And maybe, if our hope is strong enough and if our prayers are loud enough, we'll get heard.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

Sometimes I feel like just disappearing from the face of this planet. I feel guilty about it later but nevertheless I still do want to run away, far off, to a place so desolate and dare I say, peaceful. The stars that I get to gaze at from that place, I often imagine, are friends of mine that I never found in people. I often feel the truth that rubs my face every so often, the truth that I don't have friends. And the truth that I never will have any. And whilst it is scary to think that, it has come to a point where I've made my peace with it. I no longer feel sorry for myself, nor do I feel like I'm lacking something that makes people want to run away from me. I feel, incomplete, yet so perfectly incomplete and I have come to terms with that. It's all okay, it will all be okay. It just has to be. 

Love, peace.