Downpour.

Sometimes, all I want to do is cry. It's been ages since I did so and I feel like crying would fetch me the liberation I've been seeking for a very long time. I am tired of a lot of things that has been happening off late and I wish everything would end sooner than later so that I can move the hell on with my life.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

I am tired of being a constant disappointment to people who call me important to them, I am tired of being the one to take blame for most things that happen to me that I am not responsible for, at least not solely. I am tired of people telling me what to do in life in order for me to be "happy", when in reality all they're trying to do is preach to me because they feel sorry for me. I am tired of spending time with people who just want to be around me because they have no better choice. I just am not so sick and tired being someone who only is important for what I have to offer and not for the person I am. But I can't blame anybody for any of this. I have only myself and my story to tell and everything else is insignificant to the highest of levels. I guess, all I want to do today is just rant about my life here and try to feel better about myself because of it. Sorry for the downpour.

Love, peace.