A Long Way Off.

I am not going to lie, I do get hurt. A lot. I mean, it's not like none of us don't but I am one to get hurt quite easily. And while I don't deliberately show you that I am hurt, I am also not going to try and pretend I am not.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

I am not perfect, what can I say? I know none of us are, but the person who hurts me the most, in fact, the only person who has been capable of hurting me in recent history has been me. I make deliberate bad choices and I struggle to get out of it. I want to improve, sure, but I am not able to. I know it sounds like I am trying to make excuses for the sorry person that I am, but this isn't me try to make excuses. This is me reiterating to myself that there is so much for me to learn, that I really do have a long way to go to become the person that I have always and still am dreaming to be. I know this isn't the best version of myself, I know this is not even close to who I want to be, I know this isn't nearly the person that I would be proud of, I know this is barely even scratching the surface. But I am not giving up. Not now, not ever. I can't. I wouldn't dare to.

Love, peace.