The Loner.

Someday, for a fact, I'll cry out loud, sob like a little baby until my eyes turn red and are dry completely. No, I'm not depressed, I hope I'm not, neither am I overwhelmingly happy or sad. 

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

It's all just hard for me at times, I have so many emotions piled up in one corner of my heart that probably won't take much more. And I guess, something that happens to everything when left unnoticed happened to that part of me too, it has gotten completely desensitized. The part of me that has always been told that it is inadequate has had enough and the part of me that has always been told that it is weird has taken enough damage. Now all that is left is a person who can take in everything whilst also feeling them, but someone who just won't show anything to anyone. The trust is all gone and all I am today is me. The loner that I have become, the loner that I have come to understand, the loner that I have come to accept. The loner that I have come to love. It has been hard, but there isn't any other way. 

Lots of love to everyone, peace.