Who am I? (15)
I've lived a very long time compromising on goodies that I actually never had to compromise on. Every time I'm obliged to share what I adore with people who I feel do not deserve to have my treasure, I feel extremely annoyed. But there is also a part in me that always ends up feeling guilty all the time and makes me feel like I'm a terrible person when I choose to not share something I adore with people who I feel do not deserve it.
Hello there, it's your dude, the Earthian, back again to lament. Sorry folks, I don't have any place else.
I have gotten to realize that it is okay for me to be protective of things I love and adore. It is completely okay. You know why it is okay? Because it is in fact mine. And when people take advantage of that guilt that creeps inside of me, I must remain strong enough to hold my land. Because it is one thing to let other people disappoint me. It is a whole other ball game when I'm my own biggest disappointment.
People dislike and judge me no matter what I do. There is never a way for me to make everyone around me happy, because nobody gets me. So, I need to start making the one soul that does get me happy for that soul is my own and I really feel like it does deserve a fair chance of being happy.
And that is exactly what I'm going to do. Stick up for myself, not to rub in people's mistake on their faces but to protect what I believe in. Because what I believe in matters, maybe not to everyone else, but it does matter to me. And there isn't a better reason for me to not do it.
Peace.
Hello there, it's your dude, the Earthian, back again to lament. Sorry folks, I don't have any place else.
I have gotten to realize that it is okay for me to be protective of things I love and adore. It is completely okay. You know why it is okay? Because it is in fact mine. And when people take advantage of that guilt that creeps inside of me, I must remain strong enough to hold my land. Because it is one thing to let other people disappoint me. It is a whole other ball game when I'm my own biggest disappointment.
People dislike and judge me no matter what I do. There is never a way for me to make everyone around me happy, because nobody gets me. So, I need to start making the one soul that does get me happy for that soul is my own and I really feel like it does deserve a fair chance of being happy.
And that is exactly what I'm going to do. Stick up for myself, not to rub in people's mistake on their faces but to protect what I believe in. Because what I believe in matters, maybe not to everyone else, but it does matter to me. And there isn't a better reason for me to not do it.
Peace.
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