Real Talk.

I'm the kind of person who wouldn't say a word if I didn't have to. I'd rather keep my mouth shut if I don't have something of value to spill. And sometimes I come across as a rude person who isn't making enough efforts to connect with people. And I've learned to be okay with that. Because it really doesn't matter, how much I talk. What matters is how valuable it is, whatever I have to say.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

And it's a stand point I decided to take. It might have made me look like a hasty, unfriendly, self-centred moron to the people who thought they knew me well. To people who want to build friendship with just small talk, I might look like the person who doesn't even make efforts. And they're not wrong. I indeed do not look forward to asking people what they had for dinner the previous evening. I couldn't care less. Again, I don't want to sound rude.

Do not get me wrong though, I do indeed love to let loose the conversational spirit in me to people who actually want to talk about their big dreams and feisty goals. I do indeed want to talk about your dreams. I do indeed want to talk about your vision, the farthest star that you're able to gaze at. I want to talk about what gets your heart pumping and I want to feel the positive energy flowing through you. I want to learn from you what it means to be passionate. I want you to get lost in your own thoughtful, illogical dream world that makes you happy and somehow makes everything sensible to you. I want to feel, through your words, what love means to you.

I know it might seem like I'm asking for too much in a friend. Maybe I am. I'll keep waiting for that person though.

Lots of love, peace.