My Weaknesses.

I beat myself up way too much and I usually have this feeling that I deserve every bad thing that happens to me. Maybe I do deserve it. Maybe I don't. But when introspectively looking at it, I realized beating myself up is an unnecessary action from my part.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

There are enough people to smudge my mistakes on my face. There are enough people to make me feel bad for being the person I am. There are enough people to tell me I'm worthless. There are enough people to tell me I don't belong in this world and that I won't too, ever. There are enough people to rub my weaknesses right on my face and turn every thing that I think I'm strong at or good at and make me feel bad about them. There are enough people in this darn world to make me feel sorry about my own self.
I don't want to be one of them. I shouldn't be one of them for I am truly the only one that cares about me. Nobody else does and if I give up on myself, I would have finally failed on myself. I'd lose the only pillar that's holding the grandeur together and if I fail, everything shatters for me.

Yes, I do make mistakes, yes I do things that sometimes aren't right. But it's alright. I'll slowly improve myself. I'll stop beating myself up because I know it isn't in any way a cure for whatever that's happened.

Stay strong, alone.

Lots of love, peace.