Who am I?(14)

Ever wonder what it's like to be the person who just truly loves people and not have that love returned? No, not the romantic kind of  love but the kind of love you show towards your family. The love which keeps you bonded with them.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

It's a lot of feelings, I can tell you that much. It does hurt, it does want to make you stop being that person, it does drive you nuts and you'll never know if it is worth it, ever. Don't get me wrong, I'm not some kind of an angel but I do try my very best to not use hurtful words deliberately. I do try very best to watch out for people, because you never what a person is going through in their life and why people are the way they are. I do try and be as humble, modest and polite as possible because I've learnt that these are the virtues that matter and I've learnt that the hard way.
It takes a lot of courage. It takes a lot of strength and it darn sure takes a whole lot of patience because people are very tiring, for the most part.

Even with all this, there is always a question that lingers in the corner of my mind. Are people worth it? Do people deserve it?
Honestly, most aren't worth it. But it's okay. It doesn't matter if they are worth it or not because this is a choice I made. I chose to be the person I am today, nobody made me do it. As much as it's not recognized by people, it is satisfactory.  It makes you feel like you've done something right and that's really all that matters, at the end of the day.

Lots of love, peace.