Who Am I? (4)

Often people tell me that I'm too mature for my age. Mostly because I behave and think in a way that mostly older people would do or most younger people wouldn't do.

Hello all, I'm the Earthian.

To all those who are wondering, I'm eighteen and will be nineteen this July. And it's fair to say that most teenagers of my age lead life in a very different style than me.

Remember that kid in your school whom everybody recognizes but deep inside they wish they didn't? You know, the kid that no one really gives a damn about?
Yeah, that's me. And to be fair, to this day, I'm still like that.
Everywhere I go, there is this awkward silence. I didn't belong where I was then, and certainly not now, if I have to put it in generic terms.
Most don't like me, which is pretty obvious even though they try their best to not show that hatred towards me, to me.
I've seen people not even looking at me, when they are talking to me. I guess I just carry a weird aura with me. I'm surrounded by awkwardness.
I don't blame them. I am a person of few words most of the time. I don't find mockery funny. And most importantly I ENJOY solitude. I am my most comfortable self when I am alone and just by myself.

I guess I am who I am and there's nothing much that I can do about it. I do wish I had a few more people to connect with, sometimes.
That's just a little about me. Will come back tomorrow with more insights!

Lots of love, peace.