Strength.

I am a romantic, there's no way to getting around that. I also can be cruel at times, I can't forgive people easily, I strongly dislike being taken for granted and in my opinion that is the highest form of disrespect you can ever dish out at me.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

It crushes my heart that I get so invested in my emotions and splurge out absolutely devastating words and I just can't stop. I don't even try to stop even though there is a part of me that knows very well that I should probably stop. I just can't. I need my very own time to burn out all my anger. And even if I manage to extinguish my anger, there would exist a void inside my heart that makes me completely incapable of property human connection. I can't feel things the way I'd like to, I get extremely lonely and tired of constantly being the strong one. I'm afraid I never were the strong one, I've just pretended to be. This is very hard for me to write about. I hope you understand.

Love. Peace.