Light.

It is an everyday process, waking up and being a better person than you were the day before. It is hard work and it has to be done intentionally. There isn't another way.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

The problem is that, some days you wake up and you feel like drowning, you feel like your lungs have involuntarily been emptied and you feel like every last ounce of oxygen has been sucked out of your vicinity. Everything you touch feels toxic, everything you breathe in feels toxic, everything you say, everything you hear and everything that makes you human feels toxic. You keep remembering your flaws and the part that only listens to the negativity in your mind emphasizes that you are indeed toxic and maybe, just maybe the world would be better off without you. Demons of your past try conquering you and you don't feel the need to defend yourself, you, maybe, even feel like it's what you deserve, like it is the least you deserve. But I can promise you, that isn't what you deserve. The very fact that you want to restart your life is a testament to the fact that you aren't your mistakes. Neither are you your weaknesses. You aren't your past. You are far more than everything you have known about yourself and that only comes with belief. Please don't give up. Not now. Not ever.

Love, peace.

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