My Problems.

There is no way I can survive in an environment that is full of people. And I am not saying this because I feel superior to everyone else or because I think I am way too good for anyone, but the fact of the matter is that people are people and I don't belong with them, with most of them, with 99% percent of them.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

And that's my issue. That's my problem that I don't belong with them, that I have severe trust issues, that I have trouble having enough self-esteem, that I find it hard to breathe sometimes, even when I am in the most pristine of environments. It is my problem that I am the way I am and it is up to me to solve my issues. I can't be helped by anyone unless I want to be helped and maybe I'll never be fixed too and that too, is just my problem. The fact that I constantly have the need to fight hard to just be alive is also, my problem and my problem only. I am strong though, I am not ever going to give up. I believe in a power so much more powerful than I can even imagine, a power that I can only call magic, a power that is supremely kind, warm, caring, loving and more humane than humanity deserves. That's what gives me hope. That's the only thing that has kept me well for so long, that's the only thing that will keep me well in the future too, irrespective of how it will be.

Lots of love, peace.