Issues.

I sometimes wonder if I am even worthy of living. Life gets heavy inside and it gets hard to breathe. Not because of any particular reason but simply because everything starts feeling pointless, nothing feels important, nothing seems like a fruitful pathway to go on. I know it is not just me, and even if it were just me, the reality is often way more complex than that. Sometimes, all I want is some silence and peace. I get really tired when I am asked to talk for too long, when I am asked to engage in activities I don't want to engage in, when I forced to do things I have no interest towards. And at times, the slightest mishap ruins my day in its entirety and that is partly my problem too. I have to have thicker skin, I have to be ready to face anything and everything at all times. And that's what I will do too. I can't keep letting small issues get the best of me. 

Love, peace.

An Earthian.